the prodigal returns.

i finished my cv. somehow i can make a cv, but not a resume? i don't know. i can't even explain how they're different, except one's american, and one's not. maybe my brain just doesn't work like it's supposed to.

but my cv is pretty decent. lots of art shows and awards and so on. but i feel masterfully lame that i'm not doing any of that stuff anymore, and not even for a good reason... just because... i don't know. because i make excuses. because i don't have time. because i get so overwhelmed with the rest of life and the world and instead of doing something with purpose, i get bogged down in the day to day.

so i guess i'll work on that. do the things that mean a lot to me, a lot more often. be the golden child once again. the camera should help with that... with the photography aspect, anyhow. i need to find and enter more photo contests, though. that would be a good start... because i can't win if i don't submit, right?

stevie helps a lot to keep the magic in my life, too... and i hate to feel like i'm not making use of the glamour that she contributes to my welfare, to my life.

so... time to get back to work, i guess.